Even if my mind was set on becoming an IEP Facilitator again, I readily gave it up because I knew I was needed in the classroom.
What I wasn't prepared for was the idea of going back to an elementary school and being told - "Maria, if you want to stay with the
God has given us all free will...
BUT you know these were just excuses, right? I mean, I could always try again and see if the second time around would be better?
BUT you see, words have power. To be told, "You have no choice", well, my mind just couldn't accept!
SO, I tried to be responsible by talking to higher ups. I thought, maybe, I could change their minds, but I failed. So, for the third time this year, I resigned.
Well, actually, since I wasn't given any contract yet, I informed them that I won't be pushing on with it. That same day, I accepted the offer from another district as an inclusion teacher in a middle school.
Oops.....
Thinking about it now,
maybe, my mind could have changed had they used encouraging, positive words,
maybe, instead of saying.. "You have no choice!", they could have said,
"You know Maria, we believe in you... just give it another shot! If in,
say, 2 months, and you feel it's really not for you then we will allow
you to move to another school." This, would have sounded nice, right?
(Well, they did say these words, after I accepted the other district's offer.. too late a hero!)
BUT then, maybe God has other plans, really! :)
BUT then, maybe God has other plans, really! :)
Words...